Part 1
Written and translated from Hebrew by Moriya.
Edited by C.C. Saint-Clair and published under Moriya’s
patronage.
Copyright by Moriya, 2009
Because life can only be experienced in each
real-time moment, and it is in that moment alone that exists the new, the
eternal and the infinite, our observation of the world is like peeping through
a screen that will never allow the whole clear picture but only a distorted
silhouette of it.
What doesn't exist within
our memory no longer exists in real-time for us. Every time we find ourselves
in front of a stranger or faced with a situation never experienced before, we
pop them into pre-labelled little jars. That way, they immediately become
familiar to us, and we feel we know exactly how to respond to these new experiences. Alas, the only tool we
have to achieve this is Thought, and the image Thought produces is always a
distorted one - never the thing itself, always a facsimile. In fact, we go
about living the moment like the person who is intent on playing a hand of cards,
the same way today as yesterday, as last year, while ignoring the reality of
the other players’ cards at any one moment of the game in progress.
In a bustling street full
of people and vehicles, we are able to truly see but a few items. The parade of
people passing by us is that of faceless and unreal silhouettes. We notice our
circumstances, events and people, according to whichever thoughts have
monopolized our brain. For example, if we are running late, any person stepping
in our path, any red light - any delay – is immediately perceived as playing
its part to prevent us from arriving at our destination on time.
Then we react negatively,
sometimes even aggressively, to clear our path of these nuisances. We might
brusquely shove someone aside or honk at the driver of the car ahead of us or
be rude to the pedestrian whose right to cross safely we have just disregarded.
Reality is that when the inner flow is blocked, it will find a release in the
form of further delays and various nuisances and in the inability to make
things flow without being stuck or breaking down. We might be pulled up by the
police, we might ignore the dashboard signals and run out of petrol rather than
stop. We might drop our keys in a drain as we lock the car. While we are
totally unable to make anything move any faster, the list of potential complications
created within a mind seized by a flurry of random and erratic priorities are as
familiar to us and it is endless.
Every nuisance,
disturbance or new situation is destined to wake us from the sleeping condition
that afflicts us and change its symptomatic ignorant blindness into observation
and awareness. Any attempt to push the
nuisance aside - a symptom of a central problem - would cause its temporary
delay, but not its solution.
Our inability to see the whole picture is derived from an excessive
identification with the persona and thus with our outer world. We fail to
understand that what we see all around is but a reflection of our inner world.
When we try to make sense
of the world by Thought only, we are not open to seeing anything that is not
already trapped in our memory. If it weren’t so, we wouldn’t be able to notice,
let alone identify any real-time event. Since ‘thinking’ is a mechanical
process that analyzes fresh circumstances according to the models already in
place, ‘thinking’ can only create a permanent conflict between the signals as
they appear from the past and this current moment which is also new and
eternal.
Our dependence on
mechanical thought causes us to be attracted to people and experiences linked
to the same source. As the saying goes, "like attracts like". We are
connected to one another through the aura – the magnetic fields that surround
each one of us. What we attract through our aura is one hundred per cent ours,
regardless of whether we like it or we don’t. Since everything is neutral in
itself, the value we give anything and anyone is purely subjective. Everything
springs from primeval matter – the Original source of life – and therefore all
that is of our world can only be of the highest nature.
Separating people,
interactions and circumstances according to the ones we welcome and those we
want to reject because they seem unpleasant, difficult or frustrating, creates inner
confusion and a lack of inner harmony.
Any friction, conflict or
pain means that things have slipped out of an harmonious wholeness and have
become splintered. Amendment cannot be achieved by rejecting what is perceived
as a challenge to our comfort zones but by accepting it with an open heart,
thus returning the moment to its natural wholeness in the harmonious formation
of life, because within all things is imprinted a will to return to their
source.
Looking at the world
through our persona's limited sight causes us to make wrong choices according
to the measure of pleasure we expect to derive from them - not according to the
amendment that needs to be achieved. When it comes to our magnetic field, we
need to accept that there could never be a case of mistaken identity whereby any
‘thing’ at all intended for someone else will, by a twist of fate, fall into
our lap. Of course, the reverse is equally true: not a single ‘thing’
karmically intended for each one of us, be it a lucky break or a setback, can
possibly end up with someone else.
Take, for example,
thieves who steal valuable items. These people are unable to hold on to their
‘gain’ because these valuables, belonging to a rightful owner, are not
energetically encoded to them. Thus,
they find it impossible to profit wholly from these items or their proceeds, if
sold or passed on to others. On the other hand, we recognize characteristic
strokes on an artist’s canvas and we recognize a characteristic turn of phrase
in a writer’s work and it is thus possible to identify them as the rightful
owners of these works of art. The uniqueness of our energy fields is made
visible and concrete by the whorls of our fingerprints, and no two people in
the world have identical fingerprints. That is, every one of us has a unique
energetic code that belongs to us alone. This code is stamped on each of our deeds
and thoughts as clearly as a barcode on a can of soup.
An honest look at
ourselves would reveal that we don't really know how the things we do are
actually performed by us. We don’t truly know how we move our hands and feet, or
how we speak, or why we choose to utter a certain thing at a certain time, or
why we are attracted to certain things and certain types of persons while we
are turned off by others. The multitude of things we experience daily moves on
a different level altogether. Clearly, we cannot say that we are this body. We refer to the content of
all that is us as ‘my body’, ‘my foot’ and ‘my head’. In the same way, we refer
to what is intangible such as ‘my thought’. However, we do not say, ‘I am body’,
nor do we say, ‘I am head’ or ‘I am foot/hand’ or ‘I am thought’.
Who, then, is that ‘I’
who has this body and this head? To whom does this foot/hand
belong?
On a practical physical
level, the ‘I’ is but a thought which separates itself from its surroundings by
partitioning off the person who experiences and the experience itself, thus
creating an illusion that the outside world is separated on its own. Because of
this limited perception, we identify around us a world that is little, limited
and narrow, which consists of old and familiar items and, therefore, each
person perceives a different world, although we are clearly looking at the same
things, because processed action
and projection are different according to thought.
The eye absorbs
vibrations of a certain frequency which the brain translates into a picture
that is thrown up and absorbed by the eye in the form of shapes and colors. The
ear absorbs vibrations of another frequency which are translated into sounds.
The nose absorbs vibrations that are translated into smells, and so with our
other senses. Absorbing the world around us through limited senses, while at
the same time translating and separating it by mechanical thinking into
multitudinous items, causes our sight to distort reality because of the
inability to see the connection between the items and their meaning, as if each
person creates a movie of her/his own when the connection between the movies is
only partial or doesn't exist at all. That is, we live in a cocoon, within an
illusion, as a reflection, and not as a real image.
Observing the way we
think would reveal that our thoughts consist of a multitude of particles that
are connected together into a kind of complete puzzle created by one word, one
concept, one event at a time. By themselves, the particles have no real
essence. We could compare our disconnected thinking to a series of pictures
imprinted on the film that are static and two-dimensional. Once viewed through
a movie projector, they would create the illusion of moving three-dimensional
images that look absolutely real.
Every action and every
thought that is repeated becomes a habit. We can drive a car while talking or
while being absorbed by our own thoughts and, at the same time, we can react to
signposts and to the traffic on the road. Thoughts are our automatic pilot. Our
actions are utterly mechanical and we act/react without being aware of
ourselves.
Our thoughts enable us to
move backward in time, back to our earliest childhood memories, to feel old
experiences with a maximum identification with what happened back then, just as
if it had just happened, and switch back to the present time without missing a
beat. This ability is destined to give us the apparent impression that we are
the same person that we were a minute ago – the same person we were many years
ago.
Though ill-advised
persons interfere with the natural ways of the bodies by straining their hearts
with inappropriate breathing exercises, yoga asanas that can damage the brain
and strain the body or by encouraging delusional thinking by practicing the
so-called power of positive thinking, the automatic functions the body performs
on its own, like breathing and digesting, are intended to prevent us from
interfering with physical mechanics we do not truly understand. In fact, what these automated
functions do is reveal the essence of our limited persona whose intended sole
function is to serve the higher ‘I’, soul, and to act as a connecting channel
between her and the body.
The persona consists of
particles of factual information: a name, an address, family, friends, work,
pleasures, time off etc. – the picture of our life. This picture is like a
puzzle in which every piece, in the original configuration, is exactly at the
right place. If we migrated to another country and changed our name, our
address, our work, our friends and our way of life – nothing would be changed
within our picture formation. Our capabilities would remain as they are and the
only change would be in the location of the items within the whole picture. The
backdrop might be different but the essence of us would remain unchanged.
When we force a change
out of selfish will, we increase our physical gross matter because everything
is energy that behaves according to Earth's Law of Attraction. Therefore when
we move things around to control and shape them according to our needs, we
alter the entire puzzle and the pieces no longer fit comfortably together.
For example, migrating to
another country could, perhaps, allow us to achieve personal/financial success,
but our heart would remain forever in our homeland, which is the source of our energy. There are
very few great thinkers who have migrated to other countries but those who did,
like Halil Gibran, have expressed their longing for their homeland in the body
of their work. Such a longing expresses their yearning for a union with their
soul.
When we accept the
picture of our life, such as it is, we will be in harmony with our surroundings
and with ourselves. Any attempt to manipulate the picture by removing what bits
we don't like, creates a void that cannot be filled by any substitute. This is
because the persona tends to ignore items she perceives as difficult and
painful, and to be attached to items that create pleasure, and thus she leaves
unsolved interests which return again and again to mention their existence and
the need to find their solution.
An example is that of
parents interfering with their children's lives, imposing their perception,
claiming they know exactly what needs to be done to ‘succeed’ in their life.
They want to spare their children the pain and suffering they have been
experiencing, and they push their children, even when they have become adults
with a right to self-determination, into pathways that they deem appropriate. Such meddling might, eventually, bring on
some sort of physical or material success within our societal cocoon, but it
prevents true spiritual development and precludes any move beyond the limitations of the ego. Every intervention causes things
to move from their pre-ordained location in our life picture. The reality is
that no one can prevent anyone from the need to amend because, as mentioned,
our fate is imprinted in our aura and only an opening of the heart to
unconditional love can alter it.
The persona is an excellent servant suited to perform essential tasks, like looking after the physical body and performing menial tasks such as cooking, cleaning, shopping, going to work etc. But should we ask the persona questions such as




