September is so not over!!
There is a fierce sense of anticipation within but no desperate craving
anymore... for anything specific. It was'nt so long back when every
intention for manifestation had a tag line or category - money,
partner, gadget, home... all of that stuff. And of course, our
favorite one - spiritual growth. It made sense to break down your life
and budget for it. How else would our sweet little mini-economy program
inside us work if it didn't have credit card shockers, cash shortages
and check bounces to threaten us with, if it didn't have our emotional
imbalances to play with so they could create illusions of emotional
inflations and recessions, if it didn't have our ego's megalomanic
delusions of power and decapitating self-inflicted wounds to work with
so we can be busy managing a spiritual life with its own petty moments,
integrity check fails and finally, its own disappointments. But
somehow, the lines on the budget spreadsheet seem blurred nowadays. All
that spiritual-obsession-on-the-side did do its work and suddenly a new
sense of wholeness has seeped in to the heart.
Anxieties are like little knots that pop up and then make you laugh at your own ingenious self-sabotage games, anger is like totally unnecessary, pettiness is to be addressed in others politely and disregarded/discarded from within yourself immediately, Negative thoughts are like annoying mosquitoes to be waved away with a look of boredom and money issues are mostly calculation exercises to basically keep up with the money system, work is pleasure mostly and when its not, you just finish it faster... because you know something more exciting is just round the corner... something that requires you to space out in detached bliss... lose track of the analysis of past-present-future patterns and simply embrace the awakened inertia in your eternal being. The space-out or tune-in mechanism has been upgraded recently and they auto-load whenever anything seems to be becoming too much of a bother or a cerebral struggle or when someone or the other goes on a negative, argumentative, judgemental or unpleasant release of thoughts and worst-case scenarios.
It seems like the obvious response nowadays to have an intrigued look on the face and a blank mind to boot it. And before you know it, you can hear all the words, all the anger, and disillusionment clearly... while you draw a sense of vague understanding of the situation or the subject in that moment parallelly and also stay afloat somewhere above it all... and it seems perfectly okay for all of it to be happening. You know something realllly BIG is about to spin you onto the next spiral, so any difficulty is just another opportunity to say goodbye to some more dross within. Though most of us would have gone through at least one major twisted torture time capsule in the last month, I think a larger sense of 'Life is good' and 'I'm quite cool to be manifesting this stuff' is prevalent in most of our lives and we are speeding towards a huge leap... and we know its in the right direction.
Okay now, rewind to the last paragraph. If you think that the above description is nothing like your present, then in absolute love, may I ask you to check if you relate to the person who is on a negativity release? Its not a bad thing so don't fight the familiarity. You find yourself very anxious nowadays, on the edge, not sure you believe what you believe... because you DO believe what you believe... just that you'd like to know exactly how much...and to make it worse, you just cannot explain away or dismiss the absolute certainty and presence the 'real world' and its mechanism has in your life still. You feel like - now that the lottery results are out and I checked... my number matched!!!... That's so bloody cool...(the edge)but lets not get too high on bongs I haven't smoked yet (the eggs and their hatching seems too old world hee hee)!! The good thing is that things are just as good for you right now as the space cadets. Its just that you are a worrier-warrior of the spirit world... you need to double-check (uh... a few times)... you need to clear your doubts (which are doubts you know... not real)... you are inclined to preparing yourself for all worst-case scenarios (in case they happen so you are able to say 'I knew it somewhere inside')... But you've struggled a lot and got to the lottery and that doesn't happen without all that wisdom you have gathered. So right after the crazy spins, you like to settle down, amuse yourself with images in your mind of your over-dramatic, hyper-sensitive and self-obsessive ego-nutbud, and take stock of how positive you actually feel about life and what is coming up... then you saunter in the comfort of your innocence and marvel at how fearless you actually are of all your 'fears'. You are freeing yourself at an unbelievable pace... and setting off on your heart's most ambitious adventure.
Now the people who haven't found mention above. It must seem to you that you are totally messed up and stressed out nowadays. Time is way too tough to manage and the system's enslavement is too intense, your partner is way too caught up with himself or herself, money is a bitch and you wish someone could just take over your life for a bit and spare you the irritation. You're headed for a few interesting rides, lovers. And they will swing sharper on every new bend... hold on to your seatbelts and pray you'll get through without a knock or two... and you will... the knocks won't be too hard either...and it will all make sense in some strange unfamiliar way... soon. Now you may grumble how come you get this shitty intense patch of aggravation while some others are floating with beaming smiles towards a possible 'lottery'?!! It surely seems unfair but get this. Your lottery is yours to claim... all you have to do is match your numbers... okay replace that in your vocabulary right now to frequency... match your frequency to your highest probabilities, send out your strongest heart waves of love to the 'you' that already exists at your highest potentials, believe... don't ask 'in what?'... just pay attention to the word...BELIEVE... it will soon become a familiar quality within you. Now is the time to invest in a spiritual aspect of yourself... peek into the wisdom of phrases like 'you are a spiritual being in human form', even though you have spouted these words enough times to think it's a fad and its making you seem more current... more relevant. It just means you sense yourself entering a new kind of world... a new way of being, and you're preparing seriously. So meditate, do good turns for people, heal whatever you can within and outside, study whatever you are drawn to, love yourself even if it takes effort right now... listen to the heart. Once you reach a critical point of self-love, the spirit of the heart takes over and the journey becomes addictive, with all the highs and lows thrown in for taste. By the way, you always have the choice of waking up from your nightmare and putting on the lights within. If that's more your style now... Do it.
Well I am assuming that by the way all powerful spaces of time bring about huge rewards and losses, big upheavals and letting-go of aspects, the painful and the joyful, hard realities and subtle surrealities, the rest of the month will be no different. It could really help to be creative and expressive right now. Healing, clearing and energizing of the spirit will be very enjoyable and revealing through an expressionist approach. Try it out.
And October will be a blast! We all know that! And no unruly behavior at the lottery give-away. We all have one to claim, remember?
Heartfelt Smiles
Anahata
Anxieties are like little knots that pop up and then make you laugh at your own ingenious self-sabotage games, anger is like totally unnecessary, pettiness is to be addressed in others politely and disregarded/discarded from within yourself immediately, Negative thoughts are like annoying mosquitoes to be waved away with a look of boredom and money issues are mostly calculation exercises to basically keep up with the money system, work is pleasure mostly and when its not, you just finish it faster... because you know something more exciting is just round the corner... something that requires you to space out in detached bliss... lose track of the analysis of past-present-future patterns and simply embrace the awakened inertia in your eternal being. The space-out or tune-in mechanism has been upgraded recently and they auto-load whenever anything seems to be becoming too much of a bother or a cerebral struggle or when someone or the other goes on a negative, argumentative, judgemental or unpleasant release of thoughts and worst-case scenarios.
It seems like the obvious response nowadays to have an intrigued look on the face and a blank mind to boot it. And before you know it, you can hear all the words, all the anger, and disillusionment clearly... while you draw a sense of vague understanding of the situation or the subject in that moment parallelly and also stay afloat somewhere above it all... and it seems perfectly okay for all of it to be happening. You know something realllly BIG is about to spin you onto the next spiral, so any difficulty is just another opportunity to say goodbye to some more dross within. Though most of us would have gone through at least one major twisted torture time capsule in the last month, I think a larger sense of 'Life is good' and 'I'm quite cool to be manifesting this stuff' is prevalent in most of our lives and we are speeding towards a huge leap... and we know its in the right direction.
Okay now, rewind to the last paragraph. If you think that the above description is nothing like your present, then in absolute love, may I ask you to check if you relate to the person who is on a negativity release? Its not a bad thing so don't fight the familiarity. You find yourself very anxious nowadays, on the edge, not sure you believe what you believe... because you DO believe what you believe... just that you'd like to know exactly how much...and to make it worse, you just cannot explain away or dismiss the absolute certainty and presence the 'real world' and its mechanism has in your life still. You feel like - now that the lottery results are out and I checked... my number matched!!!... That's so bloody cool...(the edge)but lets not get too high on bongs I haven't smoked yet (the eggs and their hatching seems too old world hee hee)!! The good thing is that things are just as good for you right now as the space cadets. Its just that you are a worrier-warrior of the spirit world... you need to double-check (uh... a few times)... you need to clear your doubts (which are doubts you know... not real)... you are inclined to preparing yourself for all worst-case scenarios (in case they happen so you are able to say 'I knew it somewhere inside')... But you've struggled a lot and got to the lottery and that doesn't happen without all that wisdom you have gathered. So right after the crazy spins, you like to settle down, amuse yourself with images in your mind of your over-dramatic, hyper-sensitive and self-obsessive ego-nutbud, and take stock of how positive you actually feel about life and what is coming up... then you saunter in the comfort of your innocence and marvel at how fearless you actually are of all your 'fears'. You are freeing yourself at an unbelievable pace... and setting off on your heart's most ambitious adventure.
Now the people who haven't found mention above. It must seem to you that you are totally messed up and stressed out nowadays. Time is way too tough to manage and the system's enslavement is too intense, your partner is way too caught up with himself or herself, money is a bitch and you wish someone could just take over your life for a bit and spare you the irritation. You're headed for a few interesting rides, lovers. And they will swing sharper on every new bend... hold on to your seatbelts and pray you'll get through without a knock or two... and you will... the knocks won't be too hard either...and it will all make sense in some strange unfamiliar way... soon. Now you may grumble how come you get this shitty intense patch of aggravation while some others are floating with beaming smiles towards a possible 'lottery'?!! It surely seems unfair but get this. Your lottery is yours to claim... all you have to do is match your numbers... okay replace that in your vocabulary right now to frequency... match your frequency to your highest probabilities, send out your strongest heart waves of love to the 'you' that already exists at your highest potentials, believe... don't ask 'in what?'... just pay attention to the word...BELIEVE... it will soon become a familiar quality within you. Now is the time to invest in a spiritual aspect of yourself... peek into the wisdom of phrases like 'you are a spiritual being in human form', even though you have spouted these words enough times to think it's a fad and its making you seem more current... more relevant. It just means you sense yourself entering a new kind of world... a new way of being, and you're preparing seriously. So meditate, do good turns for people, heal whatever you can within and outside, study whatever you are drawn to, love yourself even if it takes effort right now... listen to the heart. Once you reach a critical point of self-love, the spirit of the heart takes over and the journey becomes addictive, with all the highs and lows thrown in for taste. By the way, you always have the choice of waking up from your nightmare and putting on the lights within. If that's more your style now... Do it.
Well I am assuming that by the way all powerful spaces of time bring about huge rewards and losses, big upheavals and letting-go of aspects, the painful and the joyful, hard realities and subtle surrealities, the rest of the month will be no different. It could really help to be creative and expressive right now. Healing, clearing and energizing of the spirit will be very enjoyable and revealing through an expressionist approach. Try it out.
And October will be a blast! We all know that! And no unruly behavior at the lottery give-away. We all have one to claim, remember?
Heartfelt Smiles
Anahata