My got enlightned. I realized that this light had been part of Adam before the sinful fall. Paul was enlightned. When you are enlightned you are in the glory of God. You feel safe from devil. There is nothing like evil influence on you. You feel the presence of God and you don' feel lacking anything. You feel contend. You don't stumble on anything. Jesus forgave his angy killers while hanging in the cross. You don't get evil to react to evil doers but the glory og God comforts you in the worst.