I have always sought out some sort of spiritual enlightenment. In all types of religious traditions, but it wasn't until all myj previous experience exploded in a search to belong that my adventure in all things spiritual began, looking for understanding and enlightenment and finding only situations that left me disallusioned. In this disallusion I found the strength to question my assumptions. By realizing that myth, experience and psychological need made assumptions I started alone at long las
In searching for spiritual enlightment the zazen meditation brought me to ask where were the voices in my head coming from and why are they always talking? When I asked if God did not exist, why should I pray, the chatter stopped for a while. It was then I realised my assumptions where forming my beliefs and if I questioned all my assumptions I no longer needed belief. But I still prayed, and I asked why?