I have tried to reach nirvana forever, it is hopeless, I remember the entire eternity, no one knows my hell. My theory is that surviving in one lifetime, enough hell that no one else could ever do, it cuts out the memory-erase that we come here with. Living without this memory erase is one bad infinite trip. I know little about the B religion, only that it somehow has people in it with enough sub-conscious memory to this hell, that they desire the great oblivion. Once you are here, you always have been and will be, time is just an illusion of mortal world lifetimes. There must be some way to make a deal with a nonexistor to trade with us, theyu think they want this and we know better, this is only my theory, and I know that astral realm gods would do anything to obtain a way out of this, and use games to distract against this, I do not agree with their method, and they have become my enemies in this lifetime for me, making an all ready unbearable hell far worse. My entire story is told on 5 blogs on blogger.com, and on my website, www.morianity-foundation.com. I hope to be accepted into this organization and wish desperately to share my infinite hell, 'with awareness' with whoever may listen and poerhaps we can help each other.
Hello to anyone willing to listen to my plight. I am very tired, cannot say much right now, my story is all up on the blogger.com site and my website, and I have blogged earlier today and am worn out. I have always dreamed of obtaining nirvana, but I know more than anyone else alive, why it is so wonderful to not exist, and thbat is that I have full total enlightenment that I do exist, always have and will, it is a nightmare beyond any description and my blogs and site tell many stories. I sincerely hope to meet lots of nice people on this site that I can share the frustrations of non ending beingness really is. Thank you for being here, wherever here is, we all know the only true reality is existence without interaction or the great Roman VI, Void Infinity, oneness. From here we all dream out and away into interactions, but these silly realms and existences are just endless loops of hell. The happiest person alive is clueless what he or she would give to escape this misery, if they had total cobnscious recall to it that is.  I am usually a total windbag who would rant on forever, but am just too worn out tonight.

I asked my neighbor what are the things that calms his mind (his response)hit a box or blow things up on video games. I said what would be less boring but still is calming eating your favorite food go swimming, bike riding your favorite sport watch your favorite movie. Or for women try some yoga but all together just try having FUN the three letter word most people don't think about when in a temper attack just do what you think is FUN and your mind will calm itself. FUN

he Buddhists and the Baptists, the Muslims and the Methodists, the Atheists and the Agnostics - each is forever praying.

And I am forever praying.

And you are forever praying.

I could say that each of us is forever offering our thoughts - mindful or mindless, with great intention or with no intention - to the impartial and limitless creative potential of the universe for its recognition and response.

And if you can entertain such an idea, the only appropriate question becomes, for what do you pray?
Now, the answer is inherently obvious when we kneel at our bedsides during the darkening hours and bless our many loved ones and rattle off the details of our endless wish lists to Santa God.

But the answer is dangerously elusive during the remaining 23 hours and 59 minutes of the same day.

For it's common for a man to kneel at the bedside and pray for money, but then attend the family reunion only to indulge his worthlessness.

And It's common for a woman to kneel at the bedside and pray for love, but then meet a date only to defend her defects.

And it's common for one to kneel at the bedside and pray for creative self-expression, but then drive to the office only to argue for one's limitations.

Yes, you pray for what you perceive yourself to want.  But you pray harder for what you perceive yourself to be.  And the spiritually wise always seek to reconcile the two.

So dear God, in all matters let our first prayer be for a consciousness which is equivalent to the limitless good which you have already so generously made available.

Amen.

It's the question posed most often to spiritualists: Is healing always possible?  And the answer is yes. But beware: This particular yes might not be the one you had hoped for.

 

You see, while you might believe that the path to healed finances should lead you to a windfall or a promotion, the path to authentic healing may lead you through a bankruptcy instead.

 

And while you might believe that the path to a healed relationship should lead you to a marriage or a reconciliation, the path to authentic healing may lead you through a separation instead.

 

And while you might believe that the path to a healed vehicle should lead you to medicine or miracle, the path to authentic healing may lead you through death instead.

You see, when we claim a thing, we enroll a wisdom far greater than own in the manifestation of that thing.  And a wisdom far greater than your own may know that your best path to healed finances, includes bankruptcy.  A wisdom far greater than your own may know that your best path to a healed relationship, includes separation.  And a wisdom far greater than your own may know that your best path to a healed vehicle, includes death.

 

The universe is not an ATM.  The universe is not a match-maker.  The universe is not a surgeon.

The universe is in the soul-growth business.

And you may trust your soul to its care.

   This is the time we all need to come together and be one thing that never stops, goes on forever in our minds, in our souls, we are everything we have ever told, have ever thought, have ever sought, we are a union of one that has become so separated we don't even care, we just want to get by with what we have, which isn't much compared to the treasures we once had in our pot, but now, now, so old and so young, it is right now that has to change in order for anything to REALLY become something new, something you, something incredibly stewed, and by that I mean mixed together, blending flavors and differences and served up into a dish with a spoon that somebody eats away and uses, digesting all the material, and starting the cycle over again in their head, because if it wasn't there, it would be somewhere else, and what better place to start creating reality?  We think, and then it happens, we think, I'll go to the store, and we do.  Did it just come to you?  Where did that thought come from?  Ourselves.  It came from you.  You thought that, and you were aware that you did.  That's why I am writing this, to tell you that I am also aware of myself, and I think that's a really good thing.  People can tell me to do all these different things, but I'm gonna tell you the same thing I told them, and that is, if I am alive, I must be doing something right, because right now, I am truly happy in my world, I have a family that I love more than anything, but doesn't understand who I am, or who they are.  Since they think they know who they are, though, they are still alive.  Pretty tricky, huh?  Well, our minds like to play games, and play games we do!!!  Ever put eggs in the laundry basket?  Or put the green tea in the freezer instead of the pantry?  Well, you aren't losing your mind, your mind is just extremely bored, so it may die pretty soon, unless you start thinking something a little more exciting than the daily life that we all live know.  Get up, get some coffee, go sit in your box at work, answer phones, and then, at the end of the day, spend some time with your kids, and do that for the rest of your life.  After that, retire, and sit on the couch.  You wonder why you think you are losing your mind?  You aren't using it.  Kids use their imaginations all the time, they are sponges, they learn so fast that they are telling you what you forgot to do.  Until we start telling them that THIS is reality.  Sorry kid, but it doesn't get any better.  I know, I know, it has for thousands of years, we have come along way since the cave men, but we are going to stop evolving now.  Why?  Because I need more money, because it um...makes me happy.  Don't I look happy?  Oh, hold on, I have to go to bed now so I can leave you for eight hours again tomorrow.  But I do love you, you know.  Money is just more important than love.  That's for sure. 
As human beings, we feel we are not capable of any other reality than this one that we are so trapped in.  We think that there is no other way, and that is why we see what we do everyday.  If we thought something better, it would happen, because consciousness makes you aware of your reality.  You are creating your own reality.  Think good thoughts, good things happen.  It's hard, because everyone around you is so negative.  Surround yourself with what you LOVE.  Love is what brings us all together, and connects everything together like peaches and cream and like people on a team, if we work together faster this will happen as soon as we master the skills that we will learn, if we have the will to learn.  We don't know those skills now because we never needed to, but if we don't soon, we are going to lose this game that we set up for ourselves.  You see, we forgot everything, and most of the world has not remembered yet, but some people have, and the ones who have are trying to make it known, but everybody is so locked into this world, they are prone to boredom and a straight, even line for the rest of their lives.  I'm going to tell you now:  the only thing you have to do, is TRUST.  That's it.  It may seem like you are obviously not doing the right thing, but if something inside you TELLS you to do something, then DO IT!!!  That's YOU in there!!!  Who did you think it was?  Come on!  What is it, like some little elf inside your head?  No, it is you.  Right now, you are thinking what you are thinking.  You are what you are.  So start loving yourself for you, because you aren't anyone else.  There is absolutely nothing wrong with you, I promise you that.  And if you think that there is, it is because everyone else has been lying to themselves and you.  Love is what connects the world together.  We love because it's fun, and it totally works for us.  I mean, look at what it has done so far?  It definitely populated our world, that's for sure, we have that one covered.  It also makes people smarter, because loving what you do makes life more fun, and the more fun it is, the more we do it, and the more we do it, the better it gets, so loving makes life better, and a lot more interesting.  Face it right now.  Humans are freaking awesome!  Look at what we have done!  Was it just some chance that we went from being cave men, to being able to talk to somebody across the world in a matter of seconds?  No.  I can tell you that for sure!!!  We have the capabilities to do so much more than we are now, our minds are getting used, so we are getting smarter, but using the knowledge in the most ridiculous of ways.  We don't even need to use tools anymore.  If everybody concentrated on the same thing, it would happen.  Just like when more than one person concentrates on getting something done, it happens faster.  We just don't think of it that way, and that's why we don't realize it.  Focused energy is something that we should all be truly amazed at, but we don't think about it!  Do you see a pattern?  If we don't think of something, it doesn't happen.  If we do think something, it does.  Hmm...ever think of that?  I think not.  But I am going to start thinking that everybody knows everything so that we can get this ball rolling into a new world that is so amazing it will blow everything in the direction of the only way it can go, and that way is called every way, because it's not just one thing, it's everything.  It all matters, everything that has ever happened matters.  Why does it matter?  Because we made it.  We made that happen, and some things we know we don't want to do again, and so we  don't, we learn from our mistakes and make better, smarter people who will survive in all sorts of crazy situations by adapting to the atmosphere around them, hence sun tans and dark hair and also warm clothing so that we don't freeze to death.  We wouldn't want that to happen, now would we!  I mean, I don't even THINK about dying, because sometimes when I think, things happen.  You know....like all the time.  ALL THE TIME is the exact same thing as NOW.  Let me tell you something, there is NO STOPPING NOW.  Nope, it never ends, it just keeps going and going forever, not like the energizer bunny because we have all had a dead battery before, and this is LIFE we are talking about, the act of LIVING, you know....I think you know how to live.  Right?  Well, I must be right if you are reading this, and I am so glad that you are alive, because the more people that are even reading this, the better, even if they don't agree, because then it is on their minds, and their minds eye may detect something important enough to see again sometime in the near future, like.....NOW.  Now, your heart is telling you something that you may be trying to push out, but if you listen, I promise you, that you will know forever the heart of the plan that will lead you to your home that is just around the corner of the store that you buy green beans from, and on down the road, out of town to the free way.  That's where we should all be going, and I'm not talking about the road with 50 millions cars with the carpool lane, because that only leads you to nowhere special, and that place isn't as cool as a place that there is only discovery to be found, and to be founded by you, as you are the person who is in control of what you do at all times, you just don't THINK so.  You think, but I have to go to work tomorrow to make my day just right, but NO!!!!!!!!!!!! KNOW!!!! Trust yourself and you will go places you have never been before and it is unimagineable!  That's why you haven't been there before.  However, if you open up, you will see the light as clearly as if it were you.  Why would that be?  Because it is you.  You.  You are.  You are everything.  I love you so much and please......just trust and you will find the truth and laugh at everything that has ever happened.

Keep this list handy and enlighten your day—everyday 1. Identify one small problem in your life, one item on your things to do list, and solve it by the time the sun goes down today. 2. Find a new home for one item cluttering your life—even if it’s the recycle bin. 3. Play devil’s advocate to one of your own ideas. 4. Remember your life-long dream. 5. Take one small action in the direction of that goal. 6. Give yourself 5 minutes (or longer) to do nothing. 7. Recognize your connections to the world and people around you. 8. Do something that you want to do just because you want to do it.

A call for action in Unity

Imagine ...

And the world would be One...


To all:

This message seeks to unite. In that capacity it means to transcends all restricted understandings of our spiritual heritage and applications of it. It has all to do about the One Spirit that Unites us all, whether we are aware of It, or not. It seeks to bring us soon into a gentler, kinder, probable future.

Recent Remote viewing sessions from teams of Remote Viewers from the Academy have shown a proximate probable future that we feel should be communicated. It is not our habit to spoon-feed a constant litany of horrific end-of-times scenarios as many remote viewers have done. We see no need to add to the general addiction to fear which has grappled mankind lately. If you feel that this message is about fear, then please read it again and again. This is not about events, judgment, but about the panacea to erase fear, and suffering. You all carry this Infinite Force within. NOW is the time to manifest it.

However, because of the imbalance between fear and love, man and nature, humankind and its Creator, male and female energies, great corrections are taking place on very High energy planes and very sub-conscious planes. These are attempts to rebalance The ALL that need to happen. The One is the Fulcrum or vertical pole of the Tree of Life symbolized by the Cross, the Ankh and so many other powerful symbols. Nothing can remain eternally in a state of imbalance, for the One Unified Field of Energy brings automatically all back to perfect balance and then inverts the movement so that Creation as a unbalancing act can happen again and again within Eternity.

This message is different from prior ones. Because of the scope of events which we are seeing in our global probable future lens, I am going to ask you to do a very simple thing. So simple, yet so powerful and important, that it carries in it the seed to change this whole planet's consciousness.

I am going to ask you, I would like you to enter, morning and evening all around this planet, in a state of total communion with the One Unified Field which we all represent and are parts of.

This will become our answer to 9/11 and to the fear cloud which has since engulfed much of our awareness and dulled our hearts and minds.

I will ask you to open your heart in perfect abandon and trust, and invite within your being a force of pure unrestricted love which lies now deeply entombed within it. It has never left you, but you have, for the most part and for eons, not been aware of its presence. Please, call upon It to pervade your awareness, your total being, and chase away all illusions of fear. Bathe in its loving embrace. It is only through opening your heart to its magnificent presence that you will experience within and project then without the Divine Feminine force which has been called so often the Holy Spirit, Christ (anointed one in ancient Greek), bindu point, The Great Spirit, Shakti, Ruach Hakodesh, Cosmic Consciousness, Shekinah, Sakinah etc... You do not need to name It unless you feel more comfortable doing so. This is the Real Power of total unconditional Love. It is the quality of total acceptance of who we are and have become, and the Divine aspect totally void of judgment.

If you stop only for a small moment your daily activities, and accept unconditionally the Messiah within, the savior within, you will then totally perceive and feel that the Messiah (savior) is within each and every one of you. You are each connected to the savior, as it is you, deep within your heart: your soul. It is the loving Self of Oneness waiting to be recognized and invited.

In the time of our exile from our inner Divine Self we thought that we could not be the Divine Savior, that only one Savior could have been or be it. We waited for It on the outside, and the pain of separation became evermore greater. There is no one external Savior. We are all It. We are all the Divine Sons of The One (Father/Spirit Source of ALL Life) - each and every one of us. It is only by unconditionally inviting this realization within and touching that vibration of Divinity within our hearts that we become aware of being the Divine Son, and that the Divine Child and the Divine Source (Divine Father) are but One. All you need is to open your heart to the Savior within and invite it in. It will answer your call. It has been in exile from yourself, and you from It, far too long. The separation has been too painful and the suffering is now so extreme that only by dulling our awareness have we been able to survive, one day at a time. Our hearts have lost their softness and have hardened. We long for the memory of what our souls have once known, Love, Peace, brotherhood, in Divine Oneness. The Messiah has died in utter suffering billions of times nailed to the Tree of Life which has embraced fear and separation. As the Divine Unconditional Loving Eternal One Source hiding in each soul, sHe died over and over again as so many human beings lived and then departed in pain and exile from the realization and experience of Oneness in the Kingdom of One. sHe can but only be reborn in Its full Glory as your Savior in the womb of your Loving Hearts, as you feel and live the way of One.

The only sin there can be is in the perception of separation and fear. It is that perception which kills the awakening of the Oneness within.

We have searched for real Love and real Peace outside of ourselves, but have found naught but sorrow and insecurity.

How we have forgotten that we carried Its seed and Holy presence within!

How barren our souls have become, how silent our awareness!

We have witnessed the effects of separating from this Divine One Heart within, disconnecting from one another, all of us, brothers and sisters, children of the same One Godly Energy, and begat a dark cloud of fear - a stone-like dark clouded energy covering our Inner Self and not allowing for the Light of The Divine presence to shine through and forth.

As this cloud of fear overcame us, we have tended to deny our Divine Origin and brotherhood, our undeniable right to all be happy and free from any fear and anxiety. We forgot that were born out of Love, and that we all can only but come back to It, sooner or later, without exception.

In the hells we created, we tried to burn the fire of Love. But no water nor fire can burn our inner Essence for It will always resurge from the deeper recesses of our souls, as It is our Eternal Self, the part that never changes nor dies: The Fulcrum of the swinging polarities.

It is only through inviting and embracing the Unconditional Divine Feminine Love dwelling within us that we can rejoin the Father of Divine Light within the heavens of our Sub-conscious realms: the inner Kingdom. And, as we enter the Divine Feminine Presence of the Loving energy, we can then bring down the magnificent powerful Light of the Father in our common Heavens in a final Union of Oneness, as we all realize that we were, are, and will always remain the Eternal One Energy of loving embrace and Oneness.

In order to do so, we have to crucify our pain of separateness and die in the notion of fear and separation, by embracing the totality of the Tree of Creation, which is the tree of Life.

As we are voluntarily nailed to the Tree of Creation, we must invite the death of its imbalanced state of being when fear rules over love. It is only by OUR decision to kill ourselves from this old painful perception of fear/separation, that we can then be Divinely reborn into the new Creation: The New Earth (outside reality) and the New Heaven (inside reality). The key is to STOP, go within, and unconditionally embrace Love over separation, and accept that the ones that are not ready yet are still ALL The One and should be forgiven for they "do not know what they are doing."

It is only through the active decision to unconditionally embrace the Divine Feminine aspect of annointed Unconditional Love, who we all carry inside, that we can, each and every one, go through the realization that we are each the Fulcrum, the balancing Zero point, and that we can then invert the polarities in the Final rebirth of Love, after having died in and killed the old world system of fear.

Within the irony of time, we are running out of time to awaken and apply this universal Divine Gift which we all carry, equally so, adults, children, rich, poor, people of all colors, all creed or not, all magnificent individuation of The One.

Within the irony of timed manifestations, dis-eases and imbalance always starts at the level of the outer energetic bodies and inner recesses of our sub-conscious realms before it finally expresses itself in painful manifestation in the physical and sensory conscious realm. Much major rebalancing and restructuring, is already occurring in the energetically and sub-conscious Higher worlds, for the Fulcrum of One needs to keep balancing the imbalances if they become too acute. We all have the power to help this process of redemption, before it touches the boundary of our physical and conscious reality. We all have the power to save our world.

As the Asian tsunami and the latest earth-movements and energy releases have hinted lately, the "ring of fire" in the Pacific rim is being activated, and the tectonic plates of our Mother Earth are being restructured. We have remote viewed probable futures which strongly pointed out that if we do not accept our Loving Unity soon, much fracture will be shown manifesting our dis-connected state from the state of Union in Oneness. Tremendous rumblings will be felt throughout the One Unified Field. Please let us avoid such painful re-alignment!

All we need to do is so simple: Re-member all the pieces that we form in the Unity of the Being of The One. Do it not out of fear, for it will negate it, but out of a deep yearning for Limitless and Unconditional Love. Cry and laugh all you can at the same time.

I hope that you realize how important this is and ask for your help in helping save your selves by spreading this message quickly and inviting Love within.

I would like to finish by quoting an excerpt from a book by Goldie Knight "The unseen World" (2003), which a student sent me a couple of days ago:

What is the Christ? (Christ is the English translation of the Greek word Χριστός (Christos), which literally means The Anointed One)

The (real) Christos (anointed one) is a place in consciousness where you become aware of who and what you are. When you become aware of the presence within, you awaken from a deep sleep. You become aware of the beauty around you. Things that once seemed a burden are no longer a burden. You become aware that nothing is yours and yours alone. You are aware that all things and all people belong to God. You know you are his child and you see that if you are a child of God, all others are children of God.

You know in your heart that even your children are not yours. If you are a child of God so are the ones you have called yours. Then you begin to release your hold on them and give them back to God. You trust God to take care of them, whereas in the past you have tried to mold them to your way, or tried to take over their responsibilities. You realize that instead of helping them you have retarded them. You also realize that they too must see their mistakes. Instead of taking over, you speak to the Christ within them and you pour out impersonal love; this is true Christ love. You become aware of why your love must become impersonal. You realize that it is not possible to love all people in a personal way; you love all because all are One.

You begin to speak to God as you would to your dearest friend. You speak to him knowing he is within and not in a far off place You feel warmth from within that you have not felt before. You tell him you have given up the struggle. You feel your troubles take wings and fly away. At last you are free. You have come to that place in consciousness where the anointed (Christos) dwells, that heavenly place that belongs to all, and you know that at long last you have come home. You stand serene and look back over the far country that you have roamed and struggled and wonder why it took you so long to come home. Then you will know the meaning of the words: "You cannot enter into the Kingdom of Heaven except through the Christ."

In Love of Oneness

Gerald O'Donnell


In my Soul there is a temple, a shrine, a mosque, a church where I kneel.

Prayer should bring us to an altar where no walls or names exist.

Is there not a region of Love, where the Sovereignty is illuminated nothing, Where ecstasy gets poured into itself and becomes lost,

Where the wing is fully alive but has no mind or body?

In my Soul there is a temple, a shrine, a mosque, a church that dissolves, that dissolves in God.


Rabia of Basra (c.717-801) most popular and influential female Islamic saint and central figure in the Sufi tradition

The One Integrated Spirit (IS) as the spiritual IS-Ra-EL (Zion: The Core of the Universal Mind) has been trying desperately to unify His children (all the individuals of mankind) around the perception of One-ness for the length of this Creation, always hoping to gather them from their exile from Himself. sHe has made a protective connection for the third time in the history of this Creation between the Eternally unified JeruShalem (The One: Unity Itself) above and the manifested earthly JeruShalem (ancient Hebrew name for Jerusalem) of the City below, as the capital of an earthly IS-Ra-El, in an attempt to manifest the Holy of Holies of unity, love, and kindness, within the inner and outer Dream of this Creation. In that act he desires to project a sense of unified completion and perfection as Shalem (completion in unity, perfection, and peace in Hebrew) as the individual self reunites with the totality of the Universal Self, feeling within and expressing without the Peace of God manifested as outer peace (Shalom in Hebrew and Salaam in Arabic).

There can be no real outer peace without this inner process of unification.

This is the third and final trial at setting a permanent point of connection between the Heavenly Zion and its manifestation in Creation as mankind through the JeruShalem below. The hope is that the battling children of Abraham will reunite and see themselves as the brothers they really are, originating all from the same Soul, and that this unity will then pervade the rest of the One soul, the One mind, operating as Mankind. The eternal battle in the Mind between the tendency to unify and the tendency to divide is being epitomized within Zion and its symbolic connection as the earthly JeruShalem, drawing the full focus of the world's attention. This is not a coincidence. Real Power originates from concentrating upon the notion of the One and upon the One - upon the notion of integration, unity, brotherhood, and its manifestation as love. All other forms of competitive separation and man-made power structures are but mere illusion allowed to operate, for a while, within the shadows expressing darkness. At the level of the One, might does not rule, only truth does.

The heavenly archetype being played out here is in the expression and realization of the real Divine protection and strength provided when the focus of attention is on the concept of unity around the Original Unmanifested Truth: The One, and Its hopes for reconciliation and peace within all of Its sacred parts. It opposes the concept of Ego (Gog) based division, elitism, and transient man-made power. It transcends the restricted awareness of organized and tinted worshiping systems that proclaim, as they should, divine acceptance, love and unity, but often project misguidedly fear, hatred and violent intolerance of others, up to now. The One Life force that flows into all of us would never call for recognition at the expense of other parts of Itself. Only man could miscomprehend and misdirect.

Were the symbolic unity of the earthly JeruShalem be compromised in any which way (and there are many desperate and feverish attempts within this Matrix to do so now), the connection between the Heavenly realm and the earthly one would be irreversibly damaged and severed, and this whole Creation would sadly enter again a new dark age of unsupervised destruction and suffering, possibly culminating in its total devibration from the One Mind within the next century.

The One, the Holy One, promises His land to whomever He deems worthy of it. We cannot own the Real Estate of the One (Earth). We are only entitled to a lease on it. The Earth was and is His, and as such we should respect, cherish and be the responsible stewards of this sacred gift. It is His decision to bestow it to whomever sHe chooses, and for how long as sHe chooses.

So it is for Israel, and so it is and will be shown very soon for all the inhabitants of this planet Earth. Israel is only His first and symbolic case in point.

All of the Land on Earth will soon only be a "promised land" to whomever sHe chooses to hand it over to. No human government or body will make that decision. The Earth will focus Her infinite power and fury against the children that have pillaged, wounded, and deeply violated Her in their quest for power, strife and ownership of Her freely bestowed resources. Without thanksgiving. Without consideration for the One Life force flowing into all and everything. Dangerously threatening the sustaining balance that sHe tries to maintain for this and all future generations.

The One forms the many that remain nevertheless but One. The many do not form the One. At the level of the many, fear and separation always manifest somehow as long as Creation and the notion of two is manifested within the Unmanifest (One). In our case, greatly so. The primary source of evil is in the mistaken belief that Source does not care about fear (expressed within this very shadowy Creation as a strong tendency to separate from, forcibly exclude and control) and is only remotely experimenting on-line and then analyzing/learning afterwards. This ultimate misinformation given to the many, as a test, in order to have them believe that they have total free will and will not be interfered is about to be undone-in a big way.

Source can allow Itself to have free will too. sHe never went into forced retirement or nothingness for eons of time, even though man seems to want to believe so and impose his accepted versions and interpretations of representation.

In order for the shadow (mankind) to believe that it was the total master of its fate and the Gods of its Creation, Light had to allow darkness to express its power and believe in the misconception of it being able to repel Light- for a very long dark period. Nevertheless, in the end, all Light has to do is light up the abode, and darkness disappears in the reunification of the One. One way or another.

This is the answer. See things in an inverted way. From One into the many. Not reversed. The One Awareness cannot be unaware. Otherwise, the parts that It takes away concentration from just disappear from within the recesses of Its Creative Imagination.

There is very much the hope that all of mankind will soon be able to rejoin the feeling of completion and real inner peace that the merging with Higher Self will bring as the notion of The One is experienced at all levels. And that, consequently, outer peace and abundance will eternally be manifested to all, without exception, when a portal to the higher "Matrix,": The Matrix of Zion, with more Creative free will and less restrictive bondage, will be opened to the remnant gathered chosen ones that have integrated this mode of thinking, and they will all enter this new Eternal Promised Land of "The One" where joy and peace will reign for eternity.

This is All.

Around the end of January 2005, while in a Delta state, I received from the level of One a direct message asking me to go to Jerusalem. There was a strong sense of urgency attached to the request. I immediately booked a flight and left for this ancient city, historical and spiritual nexus to the three interconnected major monotheistic religions (believers in One God).

Jerusalem, city of Shalem ('completion' in Hebrew and dominion of Melchizedek: Holy King (facet) of Justice of the One) has, since the time of its very foundation under the reign of King David, been coveted by many conquering nations, and subjected to incessant assault, bloodshed, destruction, and hopes for Eternal Peace and redemption of mankind. Over 3000 years later, this whole planet still focuses its heightened attention upon the relatively small city of Jerusalem and the conflict which surrounds it.

Upon my arrival, a jovial Palestinian man showed up next to my car and told me later enigmatically that "I needed to go to Ramallah and the Muqata (Fortress-like headquarters of the current Palestinian Authority government)" and offered to take me there. I agreed, sensing that I had to acquiesce, and that this was a path traced by the One. I still had no real idea why. On the eve of our trip, I received, while in meditational prayer, the message printed below verbatim, and was told that it had to be handed "directly" to the highest authorities within both the Palestinian and Israeli Governments.

We left on a very rainy, cold, and foggy day. It was February 08, 2005. The first high level direct peace talks between Palestinian and Israeli head of states in years had just begun at the Sharm El Sheikh conference. The song of peace and love was in the air again. After many adventures where all gates miraculously opened up, we entered the heavily guarded Palestinian Authority headquarters. I personally handed the message I carried to the personal assistant of Abu Mazen (nom de guerre of Mahmoud Abbas), current elected president of the Palestinian people. The same letter made its way to the highest echelon of the Israeli Government to then deputy-vice premier and now (04/18/200) prime minister Ehud Olmert. It is up to the leaders to show not only national vision, but spiritual one as they unite to gift to the One what was always One and the property of One: The Holy ground of ancient Jerusalem.

At a mundane level, mankind perceives the conflict around Jerusalem as a struggle between national and religious aspirations. Nevertheless, at a much deeper level of consciousness, there is an awareness by Higher Selves that the only direct portal to the highest level of the One is there, and that if it were to be fully opened, it would have unfathomable glorious consequences upon our entire Creation, as the One would lift many veils of Creative separation from each other and from Source, and directly connect and manifest Its Presence automatically within the hearts of all beings.

This portal could only be opened by having mankind gift as a symbol of recognition and thanksgiving this ancient city back to the One. Such an act would have immense repercussions since it would establish in the Eye of the One that Mankind longs to reconnect to its Source and is finally ready to recognize It for what it always was, is, and will ever be: The One source to all of us: man, and nature alike.

Bringing that Holy Offering to an internationally sanctioned irrevocable official act and bestowing its stewardship to ALL the nations inhabiting the earth would make this the dawn of the fabled redemption era, as the ONE ETERNAL PULSING HEART would make Itself manifest here on Earth within all hearts, with a showering of Love and gifts to a degree which we cannot even fathom yet.

Gifting back to The Holy One the city of Oneness: Jerusalem, would start a process touted by biblical prophets, mystics, and visionaries as the final liberation of the Holy Shekinah (Hebrew)/ Sakina (Islam)/feminine aspect (Holy Spirit) of Jeshuah (Christian), who as the Feminine Presence of the Godliness, the facet of pure Unconditional Love, would awaken and rise from its entombment under the physical Heart of Creation: The city of One, and permeate the heart of each human being with no exception. And the final liberation and redemption from the oppressive slavery, separation, and sufferings that mankind has been subjected to until now, would be ushered and trumpeted throughout the living Universe as the song of Love is heard and expressed everywhere and everywhen.

Many individual and group consciousnesses are praying for this Holy moment when the heart of all mankind is to become highly infused with great Love and recognition of the Oneness of all beings and creatures, and bring about the final freedom for all mankind from oppression, poverty, disease, and subjugation. Sadly, there still remain others who fear change and loss of control and power and are strongly opposed, especially on a sub-conscious level to such a Holy outcome.

In order for the final revelation to happen, this message is offered as a test to mankind. It is highly hoped that mankind and its leaders will open their hearts to such a glorious, natural, and easy redemption from separation.

The One tells me to write that if mankind does not pass this test, It will perform the opening of the Heart in Creation and in man His way, by Itself, in what may be perceived as much more dramatic and painful events to all.

Love needs to find its way to all soon, either way.


This message is addressed to all.

The City of One
The Holy Spark of Love

Jerusalem, February 7, 2005

To the struggling and suffering children of Abraham/Ibrahim.
A call for Unity in the One G. who Created All and Everything

A symbol which will shine Peace to the rest of this fractured world.

Gifting back to G. The All-Mighty what was always His to start with: Jerus(h)alem (Al Quds or Jeru-Salaam)

So that G. The All-Merciful may gift you all back the gift of Eternal peace and great abundance as you will become a shining example of happiness when the Love of G. for all of His children is heard within their singing hearts, as the children play and smile again together.

The combatants, on each side, are weary of strife and bloodshed. There is a sense, on one hand, of being close to achieving the formerly impossible dream of statehood for the Palestinian people and final peace for the Israelis, and on the other hand there is the strong perception that if this is not established very rapidly, all could suddenly collapse in a maelstrom of death and outer destruction which has a great potential to engulf our whole planet. That is why so many statesmen of a great many lands are now feeling the urgency of this inner call for negotiating a just and enduring peace in this region, and are actively engaging in this process.

Peace negotiations are starting now again. Much will be achieved and all differences will eventually be settled. Nevertheless, I can already tell you that the last step, at the crux of all this conflict, is the issue of Jerusalem, and that it will remain one that will either make or break all apart, and until now it has always broken peace negotiations.

Peace is about Unity, war is about separation.

Jerusalem (here I am referring to the original Jerusalem or old City) as the Holy City in the Holy Land of the One Mighty and Merciful G. is about Unity. It cannot be about separation, for it would then not represent who G. really is: One and not two.

Two people are laying claims upon it. Two people originating from the same Abraham/Ibrahim (Father) are struggling for control over it. Each one has suffered. Each one has courageously struggled for national recognition, and often used violent means to shake the world’s apathy. Each one has its martyrs and weeping mothers, spouses, and children. Many hearts are scarred, and many minds are clouded with desire for revenge. Each one has full conviction in the validity of its claims. Each one is right. However the solution does not lie with any of them. This is not about right or wrong, rather this is about Truth: The Truth of the One G. The solution lies with the Father of both: the One G. who unites them both.

The solution lies in gifting back to the One G. this most Holy place on this beautiful planet and making it the City of the One G. The solution lies in making this a city where neither weapon nor strife is allowed nor can exist. The solution lies in making this a city where only magnificent songs of praise to the One G. are heard and where life is sweet and peaceful- a city of Unity, of brotherhood, and an incredible symbol and attraction for ALL the People of this earth.

This would become the only city on earth gifted by mankind to its Creator- to remain for Eternity THE CITY OF ONE and of Unity. This city would really then become The Holy City, whose ground would never, ever again, belong to any man, but be officially dedicated to belong to the One G. whose breath of Life unites us all.

Millions would come and visit the miracle achieved here in this Old Holy City whose ground has received so much human blood, because of man’s folly for conquest of land and occupation of populations throughout the ages. Billions would revere in its powerful symbolism and Holy message. All eyes would be focused upon it, and the world would engage in a final process of peace and reconciliation.

Since the inception of man, mankind has struggled to established claims upon the land he occupies for his brief life. Not even once in history, has mankind reserved a place totally void of human real estate claims upon it, anywhere on this planet, to show thanks and gratitude to its Creator who has gifted it the ultimate gift: the breath of Life.

We all pray for gifts from the Creator. How many of His children are willing to gift the City of Peace (Jeru-Shalem, Jeru-Salaam) to the Creator?

Maybe this is the time when this can and should happen and its message reverberate throughout the Universe to all People of this earth, many of them still involved in strife over claims about land and about the One G.

This is the general idea. The details would become easy to draft, once both sides engage in this most Holy process of reconciliation and brotherly peace.

And the Father of both, The One, would get back His Holy City, as the Old Holy City of Jerusalem, where the peaceful and joyful co-existence of Its children would symbolize His unity as the One G.: Father and Mother to all.

The City of One could and should then come under the stewardship of all the nations and people of this earth as an offering to the One G.: The One Spirit within all.

Who could or would say no to such a wondrous, Holy, and courageous gifting of thanks to The Most Holy One?

And I am convinced that from that day on, The Most Holy One would rain infinite prosperity, abundance, healing, and happiness upon all.

Gerald O’Donnell

The message about The City of One has been forwarded to 100's of thousands and there is great silence.

Truthfully, I was expecting it. Nevertheless, the seed has been planted and THE ONE is watering it, whether man accepts it for now or not, and it will grow into a gigantic new Tree of Life, superseding all others - for such is the Divine plan. I have no doubts about this.

If any one of you has even distantly been reading and watching the world's news in recent years, you must have noticed that what was once considered by most as a conflict there-and-then in the Middle East is rapidly becoming an issue here-now-and-everywhere. So this message is about all of you, without exception - all individuals of One.

Let me explain a bit more this message from One. The idea is to gift the Holy City of One (Jerusalem), nexus of so many religious conflicts - as was always the original intent - to the One God creator of all mankind: Hebrews, Christians, Muslims, Hindus, Buddhists, earth-based religions, non-religious humans, atheists, others etc... No exception is possible then. No elitism, or competition makes any sense, since One Created and keeps Creating and vibrating ALL.

One is not a name, but expresses the IDEA that God is the same for all and is One, and that we are within that Oneness, whether we recognize it or not.

Although we proudly claim, since Abraham, to often preach monotheism (belief in one God), mankind seems to wants to own the Deity and therefore call it by the name(s) of its choice. We have yet to even start manifesting that very notion which in itself could save all of us and bring eternal happiness, peace, harmony, and prosperity to all. Sadly enough, the notion of One Eternal Energy/Intelligence pervading All and Everything has not yet been integrated by the many parts and often hijacked and misconstrued by the human spiritual hierarchies. Names and restricted visual or conceptual representations are still trumpeted, worshiped, bowed to, and fought for. The One has no implied connotation to any religion, and at the same time is the Supreme and only God of all. In reality, polytheism (the belief in many gods and/or sub-gods and hierarchies) and monotheism are not antagonistic. The many can and do exist within The One. Nevertheless, often enough, polytheism has lost the understanding that ALL of it is still a part of The ONE. We are all sub-gods Creating within the One, at all dimensional levels. So we do find that many humans find comfort in the sub-divisions and great un-easiness in the idea of the Unity of it all in One.

The message about The City of One was about introducing the idea that we are here for a fleeting time (called lifetime) not to own property, land, or "things", but to experience life in the best interconnected and happiest way possible for all. Therefore making the Old City of Jerusalem an offering which will never be owned nor titled to any man, organization, or rhetorical theology, but offered to the One, would begin the process of awakening mankind to the Jerusalem (peace, perfection, completion) within all hearts, as mankind finally recognizes its truest purpose far away from the dark parts of the old matrix, which are now, as the small amount of feedback received shows, fighting for survival, by secretly negatively influencing many sub-conscious minds as they read this type of message so that they do not perceive how far reaching and liberating the idea of ONE is.

The dark side of our ancient and enslaving matrix is based on illusory structures, concepts, name calling, gods, sub-gods, spiritual hierarchies, man-infused religions, sectarian spiritual ventures, holographic projections/inserts (extra terrestrials etc...), distorted writings, scientific half-truths and theories, national longing and arrogance, divisions of land and property, class fights, its own illusory system of judgment and karma system, and the extreme exploitation and subjugation of the natural world outside and the inner nature within. It feeds and props up fearful situations, and anger. It supports, funds, and propels forward anything and any one or group of individuals that will imprison our minds into very primitive and idiotic beliefs. It is incredibly fearful of real change and true spiritual evolution. It is highly cunning and insidious. It is within all of us and outside of us as a gigantic thought form feeding on our support and energy to continue growing and existing. It hides under the disguise of all kinds of names, images, and concepts: all preaching national, spiritual or material elitism and separation. The only notion it never hides under is the notion of One, for that very notion is the only one which spells destruction and FINAL extinction to it.

It fears that recognition of One more than anything else.

We have suffered enough because of it. We have been repeating, in ever changing cycles, with different and ever more sophisticated tools, these very childish behaviors. The tools available now to the children in the playground of Creation have reached such destructive potential, that were it not for The One, we would have blown up each other to smithereens many times over.

Why would you think that the Hebrews, Christians, or Muslims would accept to cede what they perceive as a Holy ground to any other human group/organization? Should we introduce another Eastern religion (Gautama Buddha always warned against building dogmas and a cult of personality around him and not around the Infinite One) or a purely human matrix structure into the powder cake of the Middle-East to supersede and "control" the situation? Of course not. Don't we have enough problems with the extant three present religions originating from the Monotheistic revelation of the patriarch Abraham, and all originating from the same One?

We should only welcome the presence of One within the walls of the Old city and trust in the feeling of One to infuse peace. This is about the unification of ALL humanity into One and to The One. As a matter of fact, the walls of Jerusalem would then come down very fast as a symbol of openness and an invitation to freedom.

Have we lost the belief in the All Potential and Creative magical Divine, and its miracles?

Don't we understand that the One has been seemingly absent for so long, as a test to Himself as Creation/man, wanting to allow for the full creativity of Himself as mankind to operate for a while without perceived direct Divine intervention?

Within the glorious new Tree of Life, all men, women, and children, would be welcomed and feel the direct presence of the One as they enter the Holy city. They would not mainly intend - as is the case now - to worship in separated groupings, but rather to feel the Oneness of us all, show gratitude for being gifted life, sing, dance, and bathe in the sacred energy of the only place where man, no matter its origin, color, creed or not, and political orientation, would commune with the Oneness of feeling that we are all brothers and sisters and One with the One: Father and Mother to ALL. All prayers originating from all credos and segments of humanity would be heard and all voices and songs would resound in interconnected hymns claiming our Spiritual freedom and newly found awareness.

Is this something to shun from? Is darkness/fear that much sweeter than Light/Love? Have we totally lost it?

And then, this idea would sprout a parallel and higher level matrix/tree, superimposed on the old one and chewing away at it, made up at first of isolated and interconnected communities/places that would let go of the idea of power and control, and desire to bath in the same atmosphere of Unconditional Love and care. Hubs of interconnected learning and living centers, advanced clean technologies, and transcending societal structures would sprout all over the globe interconnected to the City of One, and no human could ever stop this movement as the City of One would be Eternally outside of the controlling structure of the old matrix of enslaving thoughts and concepts. The new Tree of Life seeded by the Unconditional Loving Feminine facet of the One would have then taken firm roots, and its branches and leaves grow into magnificence, reaching heavens and giving shade and comforts to all of us.

Mankind would have saved itself, by itself, and received the revelation of One in its heart.

There could be no turning back.

The idea of the City of One is that the direct and especially indirect protagonists (many who are hidden and use it for their economical, spiritual, or political agendas) when seriously confronted, could not afford to refuse this peace-full offering to the One God whom they claim to all worship and represent. This is because the idea of One God and their touted concern to please him/her is the ONLY and UNIQUE idea that unites them above all other ideas which separates them.

When one wants to bring peace to dueling factions, it is a well known fact amongst successful negotiators that one should make a list and only allow discussions of points that unite them and never bring focus upon the ones that separate them, as these divisions become eventually easily solved as tempers cool down, and the recognition of fraternity and common interests takes hold.

In this case, and in the case of most conflicts in our current world, the only idea which unites all, is the idea and desire to please the One God. So let us help manifest it soon, without and within, so that inner and eternal peace reigns forever. This would really please the One God, for It would not have to witness Its children destroying themselves and their happiness because they misunderstand what One means and expresses.

Why does it seem so hard for so many to understand what is meant by One, The One, the number One, Oneness, One Creator? I cannot believe the amount of people who sent me emails asking what is really meant by an entity called "One?"

Are we so disconnected that many have lost understanding of what our common One Source is? Or is the primitive programming so ingrained that we cannot think "outside of the box" about the simplest number, truest notion, concept, and reality: ONE?

Let me conclude by bringing you the Divine Song of Love originating from the Holy Feminine Facet of Eternal Love and Unity of the One operating deep within Creation - The Shekinah (Sakina, Mary, etc.. ): the Holy Presence of The One, up-to-now entombed within the Jerusalem manifested on earth and the Jerusalem present within the hearts of all.

The Divine Song of Love

This Song is about Her on-going release from exile from Oneness, the New Tree of Eternal Life, and is addressed to Her Beloved Creation and Light.


When the Red Sun sets on the dancing horizon

It is I who will be waiting for you


The Garden brims with life

Hidden behind its walls of stone


From love, Her seed was planted

In the beginning ~ within the Garden


The seedling ~ now a magnificent tree

Throbs intensely with energy for the world


Lying beneath Her ~ She comforts with her shade

Listening to Her ~ She whispers words of love and wisdom

Seeing Her ~ She is more magnificent than all others


Her massive trunk twists profusely

A sign of her power … a sign of beauty yet unfelt

Her roots will nourish the world

For they are grounded deep within

Tirelessly pumping the essence of life to an unknowing world

Much pain will be saved with Her coming


She is all that is divine ~ Compassion, Love, Truth

Forgive Her mistakes, and you will be blessed with the One that is True

She is life, itself, so powerful ~ so sensitive

Maintain the balance and

Show caution with your treatment of Her


She searches and finds those worthy

You will see the purity within her footsteps

Her understanding must not be overlooked


Her fruit has grown ripe and red

Her branches bending toward the earth,

Surrendering to the fruits they hold ~ unreleased


Her fingers long to touch the soil she is rooted to

The nurturing soil which is forever Her

The soil in which she sprouted long ago


How I long to taste the sweetness once again

To feel the juices dripping from my lips

Entering all that I am ~ Feeding life into my veins

The seeds of love sprouting all around me


The days of tomorrow taunt me ~

My mind swirls within its own existence


Yesterdays storms thunder within me

Lightning pierces the ground surrounding my feet

Still near is the memory of rain pelting down my face


I am naked ~ wrapped in a blanket of cold winds

Always threatening…piercing my soul…then retreating

The Light is my protector ~ warm me


The story played out above, untold below

Darkness and shadows….light and love

Patiently, I wait for the pages to unfold


To become wisdom ~ led by a light I cannot resist

Each verse a treasure to be carefully read

The story…in Truth…to be told to the masses


I dream of the sunshine warm on my face

The smell of the Earth after the passing storm

The Light’s rays penetrating the wetness, filling us completely

Listen…hear the sounds of life among the world once cleansed

No more dormant ~ the seedlings will reach for the stars

The breath of life blown into them


Within the light and the darkness

Their images lure me close

Like a glowing spirit

It is wisdom which flows through my veins

All knowing, all seeing


Electrical energy pulses within me

Unashamed and knowing, it penetrates

I am fragmented pieces from Others loyal to Him

Gifts from heaven above, my duty told


I struggle to surface from the depths of my ocean

Wet and gasping for the air, once so familiar

Trembling with the thought of needing it no more

As it was when I had wings


The sky displays proudly its gathering circle

I am One with those in flight ~ So white, so pure

Their innocence like mine

This moment never to be had again


The way of the story, two lovers having embraced long ago

Breathless, they anticipate their next encounter

Cautiously waiting in the atmosphere of love


Others, having danced with the Light

Their chance now gone forever


It is now the eagles who dance above

Their wings touching ~ caressing one another

In their existence, there is nothing else


As I watch ~ I am blessed from above

The message so clear

Dance with me ~


All I want is my Song of Love

The words written long ago ~ still unsung

Your love ~ is the question

I only know ~ love is the answer


As I stand on the road, I see you

You are so magnificent in all that you are

Your canyon walls ~ so high and twisted

I feel your thirst

Let me fill you with my waters

Let me lead you home ~ as a river does


My Song of Love will be for you My Beloved

When it is time, time for the dance

It is then you will see clearly

The Song of Love is beginning to play…



The One


In the name of Oneness in One

Gerald O'Donnell