~Quantum Psychological Case Study Of An Online Bipolar Sociopath ~ Have you ever had someone out to destroy themselves and used you as a conduit? Have you ever had an obsessed stalker? Ever come across someone online so vile and wretched their actions made you sick to your stomach? Ever wanted to study that person and wonder why they do what they do? The observer of this story did. Why can only be answered with what the case study revealed itself . The case study himself was an adult male, 31,Caucasian and american. Early on in the case study he exhibited behaviors of a strong capacity for need for ?control?. He was observed to be bored ,agoraphobic and very helpless. This became a light work mission . It was revealed for the observer that none should be depraved of a guide on the path of oneness and that all as we are one deserve that same chance you would want for yourself to another . Witnessed by the observer was his action exhibited playing out his delusion or ?idea? to the ?target? dramatizing that he is with a mate or his original rejecter ? this being a root? of his current dramatization from the story in his head programmed by that root. Case study exhibited she is there in physical with him together. In his mind each new ?target? is still that ?original root?. He then continues to dramatize that root and his upbringing root from a ?controlling father combined with that root of original first rejection and unfaithfullness to each new ?target?. To counteract his need for control it was observed to simply ignore him giving him no energy in return rendering him to face his reality and ?roots?. Further on in the case study it was revealed by the male that he was an admitted rapist. Case study then exhibited to rebuke this contraction he had admitted and it is not known whether there are physical targets or not. A long case study in it?s experiential works. This is the story of an online bipolar sociopath , bipolar defined as those in fight or flight syndrome. A sociopath as one who is affected with a personality disorder marked by antisocial behavior. Those being the following as exhibited in observation by the observer through the case study himself. -Glibness and Superficial Charm -Manipulative and Conning -They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their target as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their targets. `Grandiose Sense of Self -Feels entitled to certain things as "their right." -Pathological Lying -Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own self. -Extremely convincing. -Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Shallow Emotions -When they show what seems to be warmth, joy, love and compassion it is more feigned than experienced and serves an ulterior motive. Outraged by insignificant matters, yet remaining unmoved and cold by what would upset a normal person. Since they are not genuine, neither are their promises. -Incapacity for Love. -Callousness/Lack of Empathy Unable to empathize with the pain of their targets. -attention seekers, playing role of victim for attention to grab new targets ,having only contempt for others' feelings of distress and readily taking advantage of them. Using the rescuer and then turning into an attempter of mind control and emotional manipulation. -Poor Behavioral Controls/Impulsive Nature ,playing abused and abuser, alternating with small expressions of love and approval in vicious cycle as they play out roots programmed on them through the early developmental stages of life. -Irresponsibility/Unreliability Not concerned about wrecking others' lives and dreams. Oblivious or indifferent to the devastation they cause. Does not accept blame themselves, but blames others, even for acts they obviously committed and choices made that were all their own, for they have only themselves to blame. -Promiscuous Sexual Behavior/Infidelity. -Lack of Realistic Life Plan/Parasitic Lifestyle. This is not to say these things can?t be changed ,but that?s up to the individual to do through transmutation. But as in multidimensional integration anything is possible and can be transmuted and balanced and cleared. Interpersonal connection observations revealed the following. A normal man when with a women moves on having no need to rehearse his drama,but in this case study was exhbited separation anxiety from oneness . Basically, he suffered in his attempts to put himself back together and that is what he is trying to do when he is projecting his roots and dramatizations as did by the case study. Case study exhibited to be in himself is triggered by confident women and immediately feels insecure . His true persona is visible to him . Case study exhibited a tendency for ?apathy?. Case study also exhibited reactions in his fight mechanism manifesting enormous dramatizations of attention seeking where he plays ?the victim?, using these manifestations to exploit his target through public embaressment and harassment in the online community. Exhibited by the case study was a lover of lifestyle recklessness ,a user of drugs such as marijuana and cloves and when the observer went undercover online was witness to hearing use of cocaine. Exhibited by the case study was a behavior He will try and torture his target into submission for control and power. He will play on roots of the target once they are known to him such as jealousy, personal insecurities , and has a driving hatred too for women who act as ?sluts?, in his mind . His idea of a ?slut? is defined as his roots of infidelity from his experiences with a past relationship in which the women was ,?unfaithful?. exhibited further and observed was a case study of his roots which show inability to trust women ,which in retrospect, serve as the catalysts for his behavior . Further revealed case study exhibited to feel ?worthless? and in his mind he is ?the slut?. Observed further in his actions exhibited was the following. Case study is driven and excited by those who show ?unwillingness?. The ?unwilling? drives him very to jealous rageful fits, which then drive him to exploit his target when they do not ?cooperate?. Case study was observed to show actions of a stalker, and predatory animal. He will follow his ?target? until he gets desired results ?fulfilling? his fantasy for control. He tries to be charming. Other observations brought about one event a few years prior where case study was said to have ?driven his target to suicide ?, as he played out his roots to her in order to full fill his need for ?control? . in other words that target was ?believing ? his projections of his own ?idea? and feel to entanglement mentally and emotionally through his projection. Case study exhibited the following through his projection ,a sufferer of attention seeking with personality disorder of factitious disorder by proxy. Insecure and emotionally immature people often exhibit bullying behaviours, especially manipulation and deception. These are necessary in order to obtain attention which would not otherwise be forthcoming. Bullies and harassers have the emotional age of a young child and will exhibit temper tantrums, deceit, lying and manipulation to avoid exposure of their true nature and to evade accountability and sanction as case study did in observers view. He plays this The mind-poisoner: adept at poisoning peoples' minds by manipulating the perceptions of others, especially against a current target. And The rescuer: he's the one who will dash in and "rescue" people whenever the moment is opportune - to himself, that is. he then gains gratification from basking in the glory of his humanitarian actions. He will prey on any person suffering misfortune, , illness, injury, or anyone who has a vulnerability. The act of rescue and thus the opportunities for gaining attention can be enhanced if others are excluded from the act of rescue; this helps create a dependency relationship between the rescuer and rescued which can be exploited for further acts of rescue (and attention) later. When not in rescue mode, the rescuer exhibited to be resentful, even contemptuous, of the person he is rescuing. He tries to mind poison you and then rescue you from it .This was exhibited from the case study as a vicious circle of roots dramatized upon him from childhood in which he now dramatizes and projects upon female interpersonal connections. He exhibited behavior to belittle his target ,then attempt to pick her up . Exhibited by the case study was a web creation of mental,emotional and spiritual entanglement where he will try to draw one in to that web. This is the story of his mind. Dramatizing every insecurity he has at the target to take it off himself in malicious deceptive mind and then plays the loving man as he tries to control a target to his level and will stop at no level doing so just so he feels in control, secure and gratified to take focus off his own very scared self, insecure and an inability to gain control over himself. He is unable to be trusted and in doing so with others shows he does not trust himself. So he uses online cyber bullying as his smoke screen to himself. Case study exhibited behavior to the observer as like the btk . Not in essence a serial killer or capable, more very incapable, but bind ,torture and kill ?attempted? upon his proposed targets spirit and in way of mentality and emotionally . But as mentioned above regarding case study ,key word here was ?attempt?. For if the target of this case studies intention is ?unwilling? to ?believe ? his dramatic cries for attention and projection he was observed to be very hostile and angry and then feels a sense of ?failure?. Case study exhibited a ?retreat mentality? action when he feels this sense of ?failure?. For in essence after he feels this ?failure from control or domination over his target he is then only left with his roots and own insecurities he tried to project, for then they have no place to go, but back to him. For where there is no evolutional energy given life will cease and disperse. Case study was observed as a being who is highly capable of transmutation ,but lacks ?willingness? of spirit within to transmute ,for opposite all this the case study also carries within and is home to the same non-utilitarian love we all are as one . Case study further exhibited mental ?ideas? as feeling worthless about himself, and breaks trust because he feels worthless and cant trust his own heart in himself .Until he has that in himself he is not capable of having intimate interpersonal connection with females . Case study also exhibited a strong bisexual impulse but with roots of ?hesitation? is incapable of fulfilling his ?bisexual? fantasies for reason of his ?inferiority complex? among males, stemming from roots of childhood upbringing due to a ?controlling? male father figure. That seed of a ?controlling male father figure? is his deepest stem of reason for his dramatization of projection upon his targets. For when the case study transmutes this vestige he will no longer exhibit a spiritual impotence of the heart and no longer be bound to this root . Case study subject also showed jealousy in interpersonal connections with women when they were in contact with other men . Subject displayed extreme jealousy and would revert to using alternate identities to have a channel for dramatization of these extreme jealousies . In this dramatization subject also displayed signs of multiple personality disorder. Subject exhibited tactless and clumsy to the observer in dramatization. To an untrained eye it would have seen two different subjects. But easy connection of dots through statements, personality display and dramatization let the observer witness it was indeed the same subject. These dots were connected through statements the subject would state ranging from astral rape to physical sodomy at his targets connected to his roots of trauma reliving the anger and torture put upon him from his past. Subject also exhibited an extreme jealousy of others secure and confident showing subject has a severe inferiority complex among women secure and confident in themselves. Subjects dramatizations toward them ranged from as above degrading statements of rape to actions of ?attempting? to control their minds and thoughts. Subject displayed charm and would ?attempt? to gain their trust this way . Key word being ?attempt?. It was observed that giving the subjects ?attempts? no energy let them cease and no control could be had over one?s mind by way of the subject of this case study rendering him powerless and back to his own thoughts and realities. The subject exhibited women are only instruments to use at his disposal for gratification of his own ego and sexuality using methods of tantra to ?attempt? to convince his targets it was of spiritual significance to engage with him in online sexual acts. Subjects tantra tool was simply another tool used where subject displayed no compassion showing selfishness. Subject displayed strong obsessive compulsive tendencies with female interpersonal connections. The subject also displayed a strong liking for using computer hacking as a means to ?attempt? to destroy strong and secure women he was in connection with. This being another dramatization of his roots of a father of domination over him and combined with a relationship that left him unable to trust women. Subject then in turn plays out these roots continuously in an effort to take focus off himself and focus off his own pain from past roots. The case study is bound to himself and restrained by his own ?ideas ? and ?roots? producing an instant inner duality which will remain for as long as this case study resists his own heart and inner evolution keeping himself in separation and in the hold of the matrix illusion under the shroud of the veil. But all observed by this case study the observer has come to learn from this is taking a stand for women everywhere and the things they can notice when getting to know men online and if he exhibits things like this to be aware and if at anytime feel uncomfortable feel free to cut off communication and clear ties . After personally taking this journey the observer feels it is part of dharma as a light worker to share what is out there and why it is important to be aware of the interpersonal connections made online, or out in the world. In conclusion of this case study it brought into retrospect that when you know someone is not trustworthy its best to say goodbye permanently. It shows you how much in the end you love you and loving you means not letting others project their ?ideas? or ?their story? upon your being. It means de-teaching and not making it personal to you ,when it is their story, not yours. For if the love is not within you and alive flowing as per this case study . When you have that love for you , you are able to then share it with another. It begins with you being the key to the portal of divine through you. Further then extending out around you as you manifest that love within yourself for you . Case study revealed for observer that allowing them to be your friend when you know they have gone behind your back and betrayed your trust is no longer an option. These can be deemed as ?healthy lifestyle preferences?. But it did reveal that forgiven is best from a heart that is non-utilitarian, but letting go and letting be is best as along side a healthy preference as is multi dimensional integration . This shows no resentment and lets things ?just be? as you go forward on your journey. It?s healthy to forgive ,holding no resentment and letting go and shows non-utilitarian love for you and the other . It also prevents it from awareness to never happen again . For experience is our teacher and guide and all the wisdom we carry in our hearts comes from that experience. For it is as the suns sets on the old ,so one rises to a new dawn golden and free basking in the golden dawn of triumph in freedom from release of the old . This has been a very long case study but well worth the invested time and reminded Spiritually to witness we are all one ,but in essence its only another who can do their inner work. We can not do it for them. The largest realization taken from all this, another?s story is just that, a story through the eyes of the experiencer of that story and each experience will be one?s own truth. This concludes the story of an online bipolar sociopath case study from the eyes of the observer. By Quantum Goddess Of Light